Miss you

Some people say the worst way to miss someone is when they are right next to you and know you can't have them, but it's worse when you thought you didn't want them anymore and then all of a sudden you realize you can't live without them .. !!

I thought If I ignored the fact that I'd miss you, the feeling would go away...I was wrong. All that happened was that I became so distant from everything else. I was emotionally numb but I felt so strong. But then It all hit me, I sat there alone, with tears down my face and all I could think about was you. After all this pain that this has caused me, I still want you back, even though I know I'll inevitably get hurt again all I want is you....!!